Holy smokes! Over a month without a post and not a good excuse in sight! I’m done with classes for now, but I still haven’t been posting more frequently. Why not?
I definitely have some legitimate reasons: trying to reduce my screen and sitting time when I already sit at the computer over eight hours a day, using my lunch hour for walks instead of blog posts, and avoiding extra computer time on the weekends for fear of triggering some tennis elbow symptoms.
Things I also know? Despite all of these reasons keeping me away from this blog that I love, I think part of the problem may be that I’m starting to second guess myself. Why would anyone want to read what I have to say? What makes me an expert? What if I’m the only one that finds this information interesting?
Then I remembered something…
So I’m going to just go for it from now on. I’m going to remember my very first post on not waiting until it’s perfect. Maybe some posts will be short. Maybe some will be long. Some won’t have many pictures and others will be littered with them. Some may be unpopular with a lot of readers, but will perfectly capture my voice. Maybe I’ll miss the magic “optimal time to post” for the week and that’s okay. It’s all okay, because it’s the passion in it that really counts.
Questions: Do you start to pull away from things when you doubt yourself? How do you deal with self-doubt? Is there something you wished you stuck with when the going got tough?